ASSignments

Ah finally completed about 95% of my Econs assignment. Just some minor adjustments here and there and can be sent for printing. Oh which reminds me, I need to get a printer! Another item added to the ever elongating wishlist. Laptop, shoe, t-shirts amongst others.

Not really having the opportunity to be working now so need to be very saving a little every now and then.

Kicked start the revision for econs over the weekends for the assignment, now need to brush up on accounting. Assignment due next. Long time since I did assignments. FYP was probably the last one.

Oh well.. Just the perks of being a student!

Disappointment

1 news came in today. Disappointed, but have to move on anyway. All that's left is just 1 more glimmer of hope, which I think will be decided by tomorrow. I hope it does, can't afford to sit around and wait any more.

Yesterday Dr Sanaul (the best Faci in RP), chatted with me on MSN. Asked what I was doing and told him about the Business Management program. He said it was good. Insisted I'm still interested in doing some science related program.

Then, he said he could recommend me to do a MBBS/MD degree. A MEDICAL DOCTOR Medicine degree!!

But here's the catch, it's in CHINA!!

How to survive there? Though it will be in English medium, but how can I effective communicate with the people there. How to ask for fried rice in the food stalls?

But it's affordable for a 5 years degree and better still recognized in Singapore. Medicine in Australia is too expensive. Haiz, guess have to give it a pass?

P.s. Need to get some Energy Supplements. Too lethargic lately.

Shagged

So tired lately. Planned to nap for an hour but SLEPT for 3 hours instead. Hahaha. I forgot how school can be so mentally draining. And mental drain is much worse than physical fatigue.

When the brain is tired, the whole body does not function. Can't even get myself to go for a short jog just now. Even mom was aware when she asked "eh, not jogging tonight?"

Hopefully the nap will allow me to complete some assignments tonight.

I have officially lost hope in getting the letter. Going to do my best with what I have now. If life gives you lemons, make lemonade.

Sian

Haven't been sleeping well these few nights. Too much stress, too much worrying, too much pondering, too much thinking. All because I have not receive the news that I long for. It's starting to look bleak - very bleak.

Will I be contented with what I have? Will I be able to make it through the first round? Where is my silver lining now? Never wanted something so bad before, never prayed so hard for something before. Maybe it's too little too late.

Let me go through this period of uncertainties with ease.

I'm just looking forward for the weekends. Going to enjoy myself in Batam tomorrow and Karaoke on Sunday!

Procrastinator

No class for today and was SUPPOSED to be doing some econs. BUT, I still can't drag myself to open the damn file and start drawing the graphs. Why? BECAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!

Probably because my mind in somewhere but deep in my heart that glimmer of hope still lingers.

Patience is virtue but I'm almost at my breaking point. Just wait for another month and I will fully concentrate on SIM.

Oh yah! I can't wait for JUNE! Will only reveal why IF everything is confirmed.

Till then.

Arithmophobia

Arithmophobia is also known as:

• The fear of numbers
• Number phobia
• The fear of certain numbers
• The fear of large numbers
• The fear of numerals
• The fear of numeric digits
• The fear of mathematics / math
• The fear of arithmetic
• The fear of calculations
• The fear of logic / logical calculus

That's what I have! Was doing accounting just now and even the basic of addition and subtraction made me broke into cold sweat. Maybe during exams I might even pass out - who knows.

On the other hand, I'm still hopefully waiting for 'that' letter to come. Why is it taking so long? No Hope?? Haiz...

Crisp!

OK~ so many things in the mind right now. Started classes again last week and I really needed the WD40 to lube my rusty brain.

Not too sure how much I can absorb within these couple of months, but I'll try my best. Been fine so far, trying hard to be studious - but FAILED! Wanting to do some reading every night but will be distracted with other petty stuff.

Anyways, I need to get a new PC/Laptop soon. The 5 year old Fujitsu is dying on me. Can't even do simple photo processing. Been contemplating between a good high end laptop or a desktop (iMac) coupled with a simple netbook/notebook for school. Hmmm~