Sian

Haven't been sleeping well these few nights. Too much stress, too much worrying, too much pondering, too much thinking. All because I have not receive the news that I long for. It's starting to look bleak - very bleak.

Will I be contented with what I have? Will I be able to make it through the first round? Where is my silver lining now? Never wanted something so bad before, never prayed so hard for something before. Maybe it's too little too late.

Let me go through this period of uncertainties with ease.

I'm just looking forward for the weekends. Going to enjoy myself in Batam tomorrow and Karaoke on Sunday!